She left

Once there was so much to talk... so much to share... now she isn't even near...
She went so far that I just lost control... I lost her presence... I lost my soul...
I still wish for her betterment... I don't know why... but I can't hate her...
Rather I can't even forget her and the memories we had made... The time we had spent together.... Shared so much... Talked so much... Cared so h... Loved and Loving so much...
She went on and on... Just like the time passing by... I halted... I stopped... Because there was a sudden pain in my heart... Something missing... It felt empty... It felt numb... She Lived and I survived... She danced and I watched... She experienced freedom and I got prisoned... She was in the air and I was smashed on the ground... She smiled while I lost mine...
People say forget her... People say she was just one... There are other people who love you... But the fact is.... There isn't anyone who I look forward to... I loved her... And I still do... It's not about getting the love back... I never wanted that... I just expected truth... It's such a painful thing when you try your efforts best so you don't break anyone's heart and then the person you love so much breaks you indeed!
The  heart is still so much filled... not accepting the reality that she is gone... Gone so far away that she won't look back to see me breaking who once used to hold me tight... She won't care who once did... She'll just keep walking in the other direction who once walked with me... She'll just be leaving and not loving anymore... It wasn't ever love for her... Because If its not forever its not love...
and then she just became a name in my friend list...

You might not get a chance to apologise

Tujhe pta hai...

Once there was a boy...

Wo ek ladki ko bohot pyar krta tha...

Everyone thought they were together...

The boy was fallen for her...

And had completely devoted his life to her...

One day...

Jb wo dono ek saath kahi se ghar aare the...

To the boy proposed that girl...

In the middle of the night...

Jb waha pr koi nahi tha... There were dim lights...

He said,"I love You"

He didn't said anything more

In return... What he got was a slap on his face

The girl said,"How dare can you even say so?"

The boy, silently went to his home

And the girl walked away to her's..

The girl loved him but didn't want to show up her feelings...

She diverted her route to the boy's house...

Ringing the bell of the boy's house... She thought of telling him all she had to say and apologize for what she did...

No one answer and so she picked up the house keys kept below a carpet...

She opened the door and say the boy sitting on a chair in the living room

She silently went and hugged him from behind and said,"Baby am sorry and I also love you so much" and what she gets is the blood on her hands dripping from the boy's veins...

Along with a letter which read;

Hey my love,

I always loved you and never expected that you love me in return. You said how could I love you? Love is not by thinking. It just happens. And I am sorry to love you in this life of mine. Not loving you might be possible after I am gone. So I am rectifying my mistake of loving you. I hope to see you happy from far above.

------XXX------XXX-------

The girl screamed

She cried.

But she didn't get the chance to correct her mistake...

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Think before doing actions that require apologies later on because you might not get a chance.

All Alone

Here I am; 7:30 in the morning and all alone, Once Again. My life is under suspense and I don't know what to do and where to go.

Yestesday was Propose Day and so I tried my luck but a regret feeling is emmersing in me. Maybe I shouldn't have done this.

It started about 3 years ago. We just became friends and now was the day she hadn't replied to me all night after my proposal. Maybe it wasn't the right time.

Maybe those weren't the appropriate words. Maybe she wasn't prepared.

Maybe I shouldn't have proposed my BEST FRIEND!