Once there was so much to talk... so much to share... now she isn't even near...
She went so far that I just lost control... I lost her presence... I lost my soul...
I still wish for her betterment... I don't know why... but I can't hate her...
Rather I can't even forget her and the memories we had made... The time we had spent together.... Shared so much... Talked so much... Cared so h... Loved and Loving so much...
She went on and on... Just like the time passing by... I halted... I stopped... Because there was a sudden pain in my heart... Something missing... It felt empty... It felt numb... She Lived and I survived... She danced and I watched... She experienced freedom and I got prisoned... She was in the air and I was smashed on the ground... She smiled while I lost mine...
People say forget her... People say she was just one... There are other people who love you... But the fact is.... There isn't anyone who I look forward to... I loved her... And I still do... It's not about getting the love back... I never wanted that... I just expected truth... It's such a painful thing when you try your efforts best so you don't break anyone's heart and then the person you love so much breaks you indeed!
The heart is still so much filled... not accepting the reality that she is gone... Gone so far away that she won't look back to see me breaking who once used to hold me tight... She won't care who once did... She'll just keep walking in the other direction who once walked with me... She'll just be leaving and not loving anymore... It wasn't ever love for her... Because If its not forever its not love...
and then she just became a name in my friend list...
She went so far that I just lost control... I lost her presence... I lost my soul...
I still wish for her betterment... I don't know why... but I can't hate her...
Rather I can't even forget her and the memories we had made... The time we had spent together.... Shared so much... Talked so much... Cared so h... Loved and Loving so much...
She went on and on... Just like the time passing by... I halted... I stopped... Because there was a sudden pain in my heart... Something missing... It felt empty... It felt numb... She Lived and I survived... She danced and I watched... She experienced freedom and I got prisoned... She was in the air and I was smashed on the ground... She smiled while I lost mine...
People say forget her... People say she was just one... There are other people who love you... But the fact is.... There isn't anyone who I look forward to... I loved her... And I still do... It's not about getting the love back... I never wanted that... I just expected truth... It's such a painful thing when you try your efforts best so you don't break anyone's heart and then the person you love so much breaks you indeed!
The heart is still so much filled... not accepting the reality that she is gone... Gone so far away that she won't look back to see me breaking who once used to hold me tight... She won't care who once did... She'll just keep walking in the other direction who once walked with me... She'll just be leaving and not loving anymore... It wasn't ever love for her... Because If its not forever its not love...
and then she just became a name in my friend list...
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